Camera Slut

blurryCamera cards

spurt desire deep

into my drive.

 

Later

alone in the darkness

I watch my face

naked and ripe with desire

luring the eye

of your digital cock.

 

Desire flares again

At the thought that you might,

even now,

be alone in the dark

watching me

too.

 

25/03/2018

Notes:
The recent photoshoot allowed me to lo(o)se more of my exhibitionist streak. Not just in the act of posing for someone for whom I was developing a strong erotic attraction (so different from posing for life modelling class), but through feeling and later seeing myself experiencing the throes of desire. And, imagining someone else experiencing desire looking at me, whether that is the one who took the photographs, or you dear follower.

For me the icing on the cake is subverting ideas of who is entitled to feel and elicit desire. I’m well aware that I’m not a nubile (red-haired) slut but when I’m in front of that camera I feel like I am desirable as I am – a 64 year old camera slut, with a plus size body, gray hair and a lust for life that seemed unimaginable such a short time ago.

This is one of a number of erotic poems that have been inspired by my work in front of the camera, the entire collection to date is here.

 

To see who else is posing for the camera, writing erotic poetry or admiring Violet’s boobs click on the prompt…

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9 thoughts on “Camera Slut

    • Thanks Brigit., I really appreciate the feedback.
      Its such a marked contrast to 12 months ago for me. While Mum would have found my blogging etc mystifying and confronting, she would have been very happy to know that my life is my own again and that I’m happy.

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