No desire to go back

I have no desire to go back to my 18 year old self. My early 40’s were a peak time for me, but my ongoing sexual explorations are pretty special too.

My 18 year old self would be surprised at the amazing orgasms I’ve been having in the last 12 months, and the frequency and duration of my masturbation sessions. She was having more piv sex than I am, but she was also awkward and self conscious about her body. She’d probably be surprised that I’m on my own now, but not surprised that I was no longer with Bob my partner at the time.

She probably would have been shocked at my collection of sex toys (she only had one hard plastic vibrator). She would have also been shocked about my emerging exploration of kink too. And maybe anal sex too.

I can’t think of anything in the way of fantasies that my 18 year old self had; I became more sexually adventurous in my 20’s, 30’s, 40’s and now again in my 60’s.

My most frequent nostalgia moments are associated with Ryan my much younger lover and partner back in the 90’s. I’ve written about our adventures quite frequently on my blog.

Congratulations on getting to 50!